"No he didn't ..." Rosalie replied with a roll of his eyes "he was in my dream ... without my permission. But I suppose he cannot be blamed for that ..."

"You're in love with this, Jake?" Rhi asked, curious about her but more like about the topic. She never had a chance to fall in love. I mean who could even think about it when all they do is run away from paparazzi and travel from continent to continent for the fan's contentment.

Being a internationally famous rockstar isn't as easy as it looks.

Rhi rested her arm on the teacher's table, shifting her weight. "What does it feel like to fall in love?"

"I am not in love with Jake" Rosalie replied though she did not even convince herself with the way her voice faltered and she blushed "I just ... we said goodbye, and its been years, and now he is back ... and I ... and this is not something I should be talking about." She floundered with her thoughts and feelings for a moment, in an uncharacteristic fashion before finally replying with a sigh "it sucks!"

(SORRY FOR TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES! SOMEONE FORGOT TO LOG OUT)

"HAH!! So you are in love with him!" Rhi replied. She thought about it for a moment and realized. "Wait, it sucks? I thought you were supposed to feel butterflies in your head or something?"

(lol ok.)

"It is in your stomach, butterflies in your stomach, and that is the same thing that happens when your nervous ... and it is a lie anyway. You don't feel all the things they tell you in the movies. No it feels horrible. Like nautia and an uncontrollable helplessness all rolled into one! Like nothing you do will ever mean anything again unless you can sort things out - like life as you know it is over - it sucks" Rosalie replied in a torrent before trailing off and then sheepishly admitting with a half smile "maybe I like him a little ..."

"A little? You like him alot." Rhi summed up after her long and quick speech. She might have no experience in this kind of love but the way the girl says it- the way she has these complicated emotions obviously screamed that it's more than just a crush.

Rhi backed off a little preparing for the big question that lies ahead. "So, does he like you back?" Prying into someone else's life isn't what she normally does. But due to some unknown reason, she is interrogating her- a girl she never knew existed until this morning. Without knowing it, Rhi is breaking down her wall without even knowing her name.

"Sorry, i just.. I'm Rhiannon Flynn"

"No he doesn't, he does not like me at all - not even as a friend any more. Said I have changed too much, that I turned out all wrong. Not the girl he liked if he liked me at any point. He messed me up and then he did not like how I tried to fix it. It is not his fault so much for what happened - but it is fault that he does not like it" Rosalie tried to explain and failed as she struggled over the words and could not come up with a sentence that really fitted what she was feeling. Hearing the other girl introduce herself she backed up slightly and distractedly relied "oh yeah right, hi, I am Rosalie ..."

(guess we should end it here.. you shall have the honor to give the last post )

"Rosalie. Nice to finally know your name" Rhi replied with a smile. She liked the name very much. After giving a small peek at the wall clock, she looked at her straight in the eye, hoping for an answer she wanted to hear."Wanna hang out sometime?" They have spent an hour of talking to one another, they might as well hang out for the next few weeks.

Even better. They could become friends.

(lol ok )

"I am dorm room 101, feel free to pop by sometime, we can ... hang" Rosalie replied with a nod and a smile before she turned away to pack up her cello and make sure that everything was sorted. Before she added "see you around" and headed for the door taking her cello with her.

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